Demons inside pulling me down
I can't hide
Along for the ride
Puncture marks on my heart leak
The things that keep me from the dark
Chest rattles
Warrior trying to breathe
Take my last breath before my soul is lost without the key
My infection from the keeper
I believe this is where I'll meet the creature
Full movie
First row of the feature
No attention paid to the preacher
Don't need a teacher
Needed a dad
Instead he's dead and I'm glad
Try to stabilize but just lag
Protect what's in the bag
Ready to empty the mag
To protect what can't be said
Chemicals like ping pong balls bounce around in my head
Humming as I strum the strings in my bed
Regular at the surface but terrorized beneath
Grit and bare to find success
For what seems to be death at my feet
Voices spit as I walk
Nobody appears
Just talk
Shutter for shelter
Manson felt this way about skelter
Cut my wrists to feel something
Smoke cigarettes for the burn
When will the doctors learn
I don't need help to numb
I need help to feel
This plane I'm on is unbalanced
Doesn't feel real