I used to need to control every little thing in my mind
But as soon as I let go I started to feel fine
I was angry and frustrated I was looking so hard for love
Of the sixteen women I dated no connection with anyone
I feel much better now
Since I gave up hope
Truth is I was looking daily for dates on the Internet
I was slightly desperate and craving all I got was so upset
I simply had to believe it that I really did not care
I could be contented alone now maybe never be a pair
I feel much better now
Since I gave up hope
Within a year of me dropping my love obsession Hell
I met a really cool woman but only time will tell
She appears totally normal, emotionally healthy too
And real and grounded and focused
I have to think can it be true
I feel much better now
Since I gave up hope