F*ck the weekend I'll stay inside
Let all my self worth whither and die
Days turn routine as I'm trying to live
I ask myself, is it all I can give?
I don't care
But I can't stop
It's not enough
It's not enough
To survive (I want to die)
It's not enough to let life slip on by
I'm part of the problem and all I want is to fly
Down down down
F*ck the sunlight it only burns
Confine myself to 3 years of hurt
It's cause of privilege I get to do this
Words hurt but they don't pierce the skin
I'm not bleeding
On the floor
So who am I to say
It's not enough
To survive (I want to die)
It's not enough to let life slip on by
I'm part of the problem and all I want is to fly
Down down down
The word is suicide cause I'm all out of fight
I can lie to myself that there's hope in this life
We've all caused people to die
Now the internet has opened my eyes
I'm awake to the world and I see the pain
I sleep well at night, guilt running through my veins
"If only there was something I could do to make me feel again"
As I walk across the corpses of my fallen friends
I survive (But want to die)
I've caused enough hurt for a million lifetimes
I'm mending my ways but we all know that's a lie
F*ck the weekend, I want to die