People been through so much shit and shit ive been hurt
But I never compare it cause people been through worst
Got so many close ones to me that lost all the most
So I always keep my head up and hope that it (F*cking) works
Going and going ride on top of the boat
Bitch this ain't no interlude, you told me that I was acting different bitch
That's just your point of view, grew our own separate ways
But never wished the worse for you, cause back in the past
I always thought that we would stay as new
Times have changed more or less I think I found a better root
Didn't think I can rap the negatives came after too
Always hoped for the best and for some reason stayed stuck in two
Split personality I think I need some time to seek it through
Sure i been missing you wishing you could come back
But thats impossible rest in peace to you mac
Not the miller but all these deaths got me wack
Got me feeling like my purpose her just has been trash
"Bitch this ain't no interlude, you told me that I was acting different
Bitch that's just your point of view, grew our own separate ways
But never wished the worse for you, cause back in the past
I always thought that we would stay as new
Times have changed more or less I think I found a better root
Didn't think I can rap the negatives came after too
Always hoped for the best and for some reason stayed stuck in two
Split personality I think I need some time to seek it through"
I think i need some time to seek it through cause everytime i come home i feel like im a different new
You know when im coming home i feel like im just tool
Got my initiation programmed just know what to do
Just laying on my f*cking bed thinking of what to do
Cause everytime im at home i feel like im going insane
Need some communication to make me feel sustained
But realistically i been feeling like shit inside my brain
While its just rotting taking out the primary pain
Thinking endlessly on night about how i feel everyday
Waking up all good and ending nights paraphrased
Shit just aint the same
My mentality been f*cked up
But its okay cause ima make out this rut
Digging and making a hole seeing light come out
Nothing stopping me now except for myself
Gotta learn how to control all this now
Advice that people give just goes down the drain
Cause no one knows you like yo f*cking brain
But the self love has been the situation blame
Now its turned into inextinguishable flame
Pour yo double cups in to increase the whole rate
Got me f*cked up blowing out my whole f*cking face