nuclear club. Video (MV)

All of these days are tearing me apart
It's eating right at me like I had a paper heart
There's no glory in our nights where we're left without air
You go to sleep at five because life just isn't fair

You dream of better beginnings and living in the city
But your wrists are cold and your heart is bleeding
Yes, my lungs are dry and I'm not beating like I used to
These are just some things girls like me do

I've been a mix of bad days and nostalgia lately
It's all just a little bit hazy for me
Your mental avox doll, I think I'm going crazy
I'm crying like a baby, won't you come and save me?
I want more but life's a bore
My heart is sore and it's not yours

You wake up in the AM wishing you had more
Pacing through the darkness, tripping on your floors
But the sun, it rises on every last beat
We exist and go repeat, go down in bloody hell defeats

You dream of safer nights and serenity at large
In a far away place where no one knows just who you are
But you're stuck in a flashback and you can't turn back time
I guess that's what happens when you lie about being fine

I've been a mix of bad days and nostalgia lately
It's all just a little bit hazy for me
Your mental avox doll, I think I'm going crazy
I'm crying like a baby, won't you come and save me?
I want more but life's a bore
My heart is sore and it's not yours

Welcome to the nuclear club filled with haunted dreams
They've been distorted to bad and not as they seem
The stars look much dimmer and the moon is half as bright
The wind blows in day as it does at night

I've been a mix of bad days and nostalgia lately
It's all just a little bit hazy for me
Your mental avox doll, I think I'm going crazy
I'm crying like a baby, won't you come and save me?
I want more but life's a bore
My heart is sore and it's not yours