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You looked at me and said to me
That life can be so beautiful
I looked at me, and all I see
Is anything but beautiful
Oooooh, don't even know why I'm hurting
Got me trapped in my mind and its haunting me
Oooooh, maybe I need your embrace
So that my heart can move on to a better place
I got nothing to lose
I feel like a bomb that i need to defuse
Been a couple weeks since I've kept to myself
Haven't felt, haven't heard or seen anyone else
Sleeping in the couch coz my bed's too cold
I been feeling anxious like I just seen a ghost
Lost all my ambition
With little motivation
I need an inspiration
Before this numbness swallows me whole
I binge eat myself to sleep, yeh yeh
I done dried up all my tears, yeh yeh
Don't ask me why I'm so deep, yeh yeh
I'm just rhyming to the beat, yeh yeh
This is why I don't write no more
All these thoughts and emotions
Just all wanna explode
Pardon me, I just really wanna leave this hole
Patch me up, save my soul before I lose control
You looked at me and said to me
That life can be so beautiful
I looked at me, and all I see
Is anything but beautiful
Oooooh, don't even know why I'm hurting
Got me trapped in my mind and its haunting me
Oooooh, maybe I need your embrace
So that my heart can move on to a better place
I can't tell if I'm happy when I smile, when I smile
I just wanna lie down and close my eyes, close my eyes
You looked at me and said to me
That life can be so beautiful
I looked at me, and all I see
Is anything but beautiful
Oooooh, don't even know why I'm hurting
Got me trapped in my mind and its haunting me
Oooooh, maybe I need your embrace
So that my heart can move on to a better place
Oooooh, don't even know why I'm hurting
Got me trapped in my mind and its haunting me
Oooooh, maybe I need your embrace
So that my heart can move on to a better place