Self Sabotage Video (MV)

She said tell me what you want
It's not like there's a gun to your head my love
I stared at the ceiling for what felt like years
Until the words started coming up
And I said
I lose every fight with me, myself, and I
Laying wide awake at night
I'm running out
Running out of time with every high
Thousand feet in the sky
Till I crash into the ground
On my way back down
I'm in the habit of self-sabotage
I cause the damage then I cut the loss
Is it too late to break out of it now
Spend the rest of my days missing solid ground
I'm in the habit of self-sabotage
Think there's a pattern to my battle scars
Is it too late to break out of it now
Think that I need a way out
Tell me there's a way out
I spend my weeks in silent anguish getting weaker by the day
I just came from over there the grass was greener by the way
And this room we used to share's been getting smaller
The walls are closing all around me, still can't fill the space
I practice all my lines
Promise the mirror I'll be fine
But god knows I need some peace of mind
Cause I think I'm losing mine
Think I'm losing my mind
I'm in the habit of self-sabotage
I cause the damage then I cut the loss
Is it too late to break out of it now
Spend the rest of my days missing solid ground
I'm in the habit of self-sabotage
Think there's a pattern to my battle scars
Is it too late to break out of it now
Think that I need a way out
Tell me there's a way out
It's only a habit
I could get past it
Give me a week or a month, I'll manage
It's only a habit
I could get past it
Give me a week or a month or a year
Good god it's only a habit
I could get past it
Give me a week or a month's fantastic
It's only a habit
I could get past it
Give me a week or a month or a year