I'm not alright
And everything is a sign
So when you reach in my mind
Tell me the secrets you find
And now the pressure is off
Yeah I've been waiting so long
Cuz you've been talking that talk
So raise the dead when I'm gone yea
Double take uh
Had to double take uh
Tell me that you want me in your life it's a mistake god damn
You don't really understand my mental state
Addicted to your pain the walls are falling out of place
And this is my new reality
Nightmares over dreams cause nothing's what it seems goddamn
Feel like I've been living my whole life on a leash
And I don't expect you to understand what I mean
Cause I feel like I'm giving my all but nobody is perfect
Yea yeah
And I've been steady walking along like my life isn't worthless
Yea yeah
I'm not alright
And everything is a sign
So when you reach in my mind
Tell me the secrets you find
And now the pressure is off
Yeah I've been waiting so long
Cuz you've been talking that talk
So raise the dead when I'm gone
I live in deafening silence
I think it's all in my head
I live in deafening silence
I think it's all in my head
Tearing the fabric of my imagination
Maybe this insanity is my greatest creation God damn
So don't numb my
Don't numb my
Don't numb my love & insanity
And I know that nobody is perfect
But I'm f*ckin perfect
Yea yeah
So why the f*ck should I walk along like my life is so worthless
Yea yeah
I'm not alright
And everything is a sign
So when you reach in my mind
Tell me the secrets you find
And now the pressure is off
Yeah I've been waiting so long
Cuz you've been talking that talk
So raise the dead when I'm gone