Homesick
Homesick
Homesick
Homesick
Walking through the park
Where as kids, we just had fun and player
Finding crack pipes on the floor
They're not mysterious anymore
I'd move anywhere else to live my life
I could be all alone and I wouldn't mind
I'm so scared that the years will pass me by
Help me see this through, before I go blind
But as it all grows tighter
You don't know whether to flee or stay and be a fighter
Your eyes look tired, they sink
The stink of defeat rises
Maybe this will be where your demise is
And as you walk across the grasses of home
The ashes of your home come crashing down
Is this what the view is for?
If I jumped from this cliff, would it's face be my gravestone?
Is life always just Suffocating, menstruating, defecating
Popping pills, semi-erect raving
Slaving, toiling, braving and self-hating?
I'd move anywhere else to live my life
I could be all alone and I wouldn't mind
I'm so scared that the years will pass me by
Help me see this through, before I go blind