This got to be one of my coldest flows ever
Haven't slept in days now
This got to be one of my coldest flows ever
London, London
First off
Let me give my ex a proper congratulations
I know I'm a asshole for not being around more
And quickly running out of patients
But this shit
Just got my mind blown and I'm just trying to chase it Forreal
Just trying to face it Forreal
Sometimes I don't know how to say shit
So being silent is how I make it
That's why we probably never had a conversation
But I remember that day at the park
Like a locker combination, you got tired of waiting
And then you broke down and told me
That if life is what you make it
well nobody never showed me, damnn
Can you hold me Mann
And just to think I acted like I was always mad
When really I was the in the booth recording, Laughing my ass off,
While you were probably alone having contractions
And that thought ain't sitting with me well
Nawh that thought ain't sittit with me well
What the hell, mane
If I could take everything back I would, If I could take everything back I would for you
Damn it's still crazy to me
How your about to be a mother now
Cause as you can see
I'm still stuck on them nights when you used to get higher than me
Cause you ain't want to feel the pain Nomore
Cause nothing will ever be the same Nomore
That's what you told me
And I never knew how hard life was intill you showed me
And after that I could respect of
Remember all them crazy conversations we had back then
After rolling up getting lifted
We sit back and just talk for hours
You used to always bring up your past and Rhonda
I used to listen to you then think to myself like damn
Maybe my life isn't as bad if you took a tally
Cause the only thing I couldn't understand was why my mama ran to the streets before she made a bottle
And why my oldest brother never wanted to play a father
It's so ironic
I guess back then we was both going through our own shit
Was both running from our own shit.
But
Hook- If I could take everything back I would, if I could take everything back I would
For you, for you London london
Baby memo
The planes are falling down
The stars are falling down