Lyrically Clever - The way i feel Lyrics

I used to be the person that no matter how bad you hurt me I'd still stick by your side
And be there for you
But I eventually realized that that shit had to stop because that's how you allow people
To take advantage of you and allow them to continuously step all over you
I'm glad to say that I'm not that kind of person anymore
My loyalty kept me in situations that my common sense should've taken me out of
I was doing so much for someone they wouldn't even think to check up on me
If they did they only checked on me
All the pain the stress and tears I wish you knew the way I feel
Every time I look at you my head feels heavy heart turns blue
Can we start over let's try again you relieve the stress inside of my brain
I look at you in disbelief it's happening again you're so unique
I caught you red-handed caught you in the act
Messages and calls yeah it's all laid back
Thought you were slick thought you'd get away but the truth came out on this fateful day
Late night texts names I don't know
Secret rendezvous your lies on show
Every I love you now feels so hollow
Found the truth and it's hard to swallow
I gave you my trust my heart and my time
Now it's shattered broken like a ruined rhyme
Try to talk it out but you played the game
Used my love like a pawn felt the shame
You said you were faithful but it's all a show
Your heart was with another while mine was low
Facing the facts trying to understand how you could betray what we had planned
Heartache and pain it's a bitter taste
Caught in your web felt like a waste
But I'm rising up won't be left behind
Picking up pieces clearing my mind
No more tears I'm done with the lies
Gonna find my way no more disguise
Rebuilding from ashes I'm taking my chance
Moving forward alone finding my stance
I learned from the hurt won't let it define
Turning the page rewriting my lines
You had your moment now I'm setting free
Starting a new chapter it's just me
I let the love that I had for them blind me so much
That I gave them my all
Then went above and beyond
While they asses playing me
And giving me below the bare minimum
I was giving them more than I was giving myself
I was so loyal to them
To the point where I done betrayed myself
Never again