Marilia Adamaki - Anxiety Lyrics

I don't really want
To keep on doing this
But I do it anyway
Need to get over it
But it's oppressing me to stay...

I know I should be laughing
Feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
Anxiety won't allow me to rest...

Obliged to do a daily check
The doors,the windows,my things
Everything must be safe
The answers so correct

Can't just check them once
Three times still not enough
And it's driving me mad...

I know I should be laughing
Feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
Anxiety won't allow me to rest...

I can see you're annoyed
By what I do
But I can't promise change
If it's not true
In reality is annoying me too
My tendencies I didn't choose

It's actually bothering me more
Than it does to you
My apology is the proof...

I know I should be laughing
Feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
Anxiety won't allow me to rest...

[Thanks to irisaristi4 for adding these lyrics]