And I'm kinda f*cked up
So I can't be surprised if you losing your love that you had
Can not speak on my feels
Only one way it goes
So I really just start getting mad
I just sit in my room
In the dark
Writing songs
You might think it's a little bit sad
And I been trying to better myself
Got emotions
So don't compare me to my dad
You don't know what you want
But I just want the world
Like I never had much on that list
Learned it hard
I can't trust in nobody
Cause I peeped that most of these niggas is bitch
And to put in perspective
The pain that she felt
Like I might just start slitting my
(slitting my)
I just do this
To speak how I feel
So I don't give a f*ck about making a hit
And the pain don't sink in
If I don't got the time
So I don't like to think and just sit
I don't care if I'm rapping
I don't care if it rhyme
I just really don't care about shit
I don't know why I'm lying
Don't know why I'm crying
I'm just overthinking about this chick
And you feel you could think in my shoes
Put them on
And just please let me know if they fit
Every memory flooding my brain
I don't know how to think
I'm just going insane
And you tell me you love me
I feel that you do
But the words just don't hit me the same
And I thought I was good for a while
Now I'm back in the storm
I'm just stuck in the rain
And you say that you know me
You call me M2
Only thing that you know is my name
And I been in the stu
Heart out of my chest
Only thing that I'm speaking is pain
And I just want the money
Never been the fake type of nigga to care about fame
If it means that you'll love me again
You could play with my heart like it was a game
And I'm glad that you called
But I really just hope that you're glad that I came
And I'm kinda f*cked up
So I can't be surprised if you losing your love that you had
Can not speak on my feels
Only one way it goes
So I really just start getting mad
I just sit in my room
In the dark
Writing songs
You might think it's a little bit sad
And I been trying to better myself
Got emotions
So don't compare me to my dad
And you niggas gon claim that yall know me
Ain't needed nobody to sit here and hold me
At the end of the day
By my doly
Don't know who might switch
So I'm peeping yall closely
I been losing myself really slowly
Done with the crying
Might ice out the Rolly
Like I can't even trust in myself
So when you do some shit
I'ma look at you coldly