Get drunk, they don't know where i've been
It's another long night
With another lost friend
Wake up with like twenty missed text
All i do is cause stress
Who am i to pretend
I'll put my flaws in music, but still won't let a soul inside
Can't fight the feelings coming
So i just run away and hide
It's not my fault, blame it on the trauma trends
I hear them talk but i'm never listening
And i thought it was over but this never ends
Waking up in strangers places that i'll never see again
I'm either night or day
(So run baby run yeah)
You'd be stupid if you stayed
(So run while you can baby)
I run em all away, just go woah
Look at all the problems that i started
I don't mean the words sent from my phone
I admit some things i've said are heartless
But i don't wanna spend this life alone
Built up all the bridges i've discarded
I can't seem to exist on my own
I admit i've put myself through darkness
But i don't wanna spend this life alone
All alone
Tell me when it started
That's what they asked me
Growing up they taught me that love was never lasting
I was big hearted
But thats the past me
Quit doing them favors until they stopped asking
But what about the good ones
I never trust it
Thought i made some links til the chain started rusting
Taught me what i think isn't always the right judgement
Some left in a blink causing me to wonder what is
Wrong with me
There seems to be
Many monsters hid beneath my bed
Maybe i should start charging rent for the ones who still live inside my head
I still go to therapy
For things they said to me
Lost all my memories
Some good, some bad, some in between
I'm either night or day
(So run baby run yeah)
You'd be stupid if you stayed
(So run while you can baby)
I run em all away, just go woah
Look at all the problems that i started
I don't mean the words sent from my phone
I admit some things i've said are heartless
But i don't wanna spend this life alone
Built up all the bridges i've discarded
I can't seem to exist on my own
I admit i've put myself through darkness
But i don't wanna spend this life alone
All alone