Macbaca - Darker Daze (feat. Sevon) Lyrics

I've seen darker days been in a depressive state
I lived my life and yeah I made plenty of mistakes
Its a dark road there were some harsh lows
I kept the faith stayed praying God sent me the right bros
I know about pain been living with some grief
Feels like everything coming down falling on me
My heart on my sleeve so many come and leave
I'm tired
My judgments been clouded there's no hope for me
I'll stay fighting till my very last breath
I'll keep climbing till I reach the highest damn crest
I'll keep rapping and writing till I become the f*cking best
I remember almost doing FED time in the west
But situations change there's not cure for this agony
Got a lot of demons they'll never rid this faith out of me
Father forgive me because I know that I've been sinning
Trying to succeed and do anything to win it
I've seen you in the dark you were the light to follow
My nana on her death bed
That shit made me hollow
Sometimes I don't know if I'll make it to see tomorrow
Constantly fighting between depression and this sorrow
More dark days ahead it's the perfect storm
Every trauma I come out of only makes me strong
If I'm gone today I really hope I made it last
Cuz I'm the type to think I could've done better with my past
In times hard we stay together promise mama
Imma prove to you I'm worth all of your efforts that's you gave me
All this life I bet I show the world we better
Pain in my heart left me scared but I can't settle
In times hard we stay together promise mama
Imma prove to you I'm worth all of your efforts that's you gave me
All this life I bet I show the world we better
Pain in my heart left me scared but I can't settle
And a dream without a plan man that shits a wish
I'm still soul searching my life is such a bitch
You can say that I cause my own damn stress
Cuz the life I'm living feels like a whole damn mess
But I stay riding true yo I'm never inconsistent
Lost a few people when I realized that they move different
Some of have the patience yo some of us don't
Some of run to intoxication while most of us cope
I understand
This wasn't the plan and you were probably forced into a situation at hand
So you gotta play your cards right
Cuz trust me I know when it comes to this hard life
But f*ck it I'll grow
I can't let this shit bound me I'll keep my head high
Make sure I keep hustling and keep my dreams alive
Yeah cuz I've take some losses and I've turned them to lessons
And I know if I keep pressing I can conquer my depression
All this cooped up aggression
Yo this shit that's got me stressing
Never forget to thank the lord for all my blessings
My mind is always racing and it never seems to stop
I've learned to see the bigger picture formulate the plot
I learned self-love is powerful even if its all you got
Cuz one upon a time man suicide was a thought
I said self-love is powerful even if it's all I got
Mind racing gotta pace it
Find a way to make it stop
In times hard we stay together promise mama
Imma prove to you I'm worth all of your efforts that's you gave me
All this life I bet I show the world we better
Pain in my heart left me scared but I can't settle
In times hard we stay together promise mama
Imma prove to you I'm worth all of your efforts that's you gave me
All this life I bet I show the world we better
Pain in my heart left me scared but I can't settle