It's crazy how one little thing can go and ruin the rest
But I heard God gives his strongest angels the hardest tests
And I've been wondering how I'm gonna get through it
I've been crying everyday missing everything that I was pursuing
I've been dreaming about this since I was a kid
I get to walk across that stage like "Mom, I did it"
But here we go again with life being distorted
I think the simulation messed up somewhere when pushing us forward
I miss my friends more than anything and that's a fact
I'd do anything to have rehearsal back
I miss my teachers with their limitless knowledge
I miss the smell of a gym and the hallway floor polish
So don't get comfortable cause dreams die quick
Don't rush through it, cause it could all be gone in a blip
The world is healing and learning, believe me so am I
But 'll do anything to see my life one last time
I'll never understand why
Time's gotta go quick like a drive by
Mom always said "don't rush your life"
But I'll never be satisfied
Oh I was so close
I was so close
So Close
Oh you went and showed me how to lose everything
I was so close
So close, so close, so close