If I had a chance to fix my mistakes, I'd trade my best days to do so
If I could tell my true love what I thought of them, I'd let the whole world know
To change everything about myself would be a blessing in disguise
But how I feel and what I think and what I say leaves me paralyzed
I will keep it inside my head
I'm the only one who cares anyway
This is all I can do to not break
But you will know it someday
The time it takes for me to look upon the faces of the ones that got me here
Is just for me to tell myself that I'll never shake this unflinching fear
I am so good at pretending to be someone else for a while
Still, I look forward to the day when I lay my eyes upon that smile
I will keep it inside my head
I'm the only one who cares anyway
This is all I can do to not break
But you will know it someday
I will keep it inside my head
I'm the only one who cares anyway
This is all I can do to not break
But you will know it someday