Maddiemook - Awfully Hard Lyrics

It's been a lot, it's been a lot
It's been awfully hard
Is all you seem to reflect in you and I's regard
I felt a difference in my chest
I watched my f*cking yard
Just rot away like every day
As you come shade my star
I used to run straight for that spot
Whenever winds were blowing
Thinking I'm sheltered for the moment
So I must be chosen
Thinking you would really invest
And morph into my clothing
Skin on my back, and matter fact
You'd never do me bogus
Thinking hopeless
Hoping that we could blow it
Down 95 inside my ride
While bumping to some old shit
To intertwine into your thighs
Was not my only motive
Even though that open-legged
Dress gone mess with my emotions
Every time I'm losing focus
Every time I'm losing focus
Every time I'm losing focus
I gaze in and out of reality
My focus shift
And fantasize about the size
Of what's behind them hips
You lying out your lip
You play me baby
I am qualified to bust your shit
Know I'm addicted to the
Warmth that radiates your skin
And like the floor of a forest
I tend to catch you leave
I ponder who and what
You think of when you not with me
I caught myself from falling from
The thoughts that haunt these trees
I know it's nobody around that
Lean or rock like me
That beat the cream out of the box like me
Like you a fiend and I'm the rock nightly
Now ever so slightly
We drift away from our connected paths
But I'm still focused
On your rear like it's reflective glass
Every time I'm losing focus
Every time I'm losing focus
Every time I'm losing focus
Every time I'm losing focus