Maddiemook - City Lights Lyrics

Something feel like I been here before
Passed underneath these city lights
And streets beanthe my feet tonight
Familiar to my sense and sight
I tend bite my tongue
When tryna right my wrongs
I drift off from your speech
To think of words for songs
Well carry on I do
And carry on we shall
I carry tons across my shoulders
Quiet like mouse
When running down the hill
I plow and bust my bean or
Bust my mouth
Without the sound of crying out
My screams do seem a silent sound
Around the bend again
Adrenaline to pick me off the surface
Hurting but it's working
As a substitute for purpose
Curtains hang uncertain if they working
So I'm lurking
Far behind the window hiding
Creepers on the surface
Certainly not I to be
The only one that's like this
Contemplate the vices
Drowning underneath the trident
Sand just looks so soft
Until your back pressing
Into a piece of a broken conch
Or leech in your heart
Breathe the beach in my art
Feeling steep from the start
Gotta leap in the dark
Hope I land on a part
This time that's nestled in some cloth
It's wishful thinking
But ion't even wish
I pray so days could have some meaning
I know there's something
Different past the orange horizon screening
I know the feeling of feeling fire
That leave you screaming
The building fleeing
The homies wasn't posted either
The folks are fleeting
You claustrophobic and the
Walls collapse down with the ceiling
You stuck in grieving and
Your triggers dance around you greeting
All your deepest darkest memories
The buried seedlings
As the bees bend round the flowers
To create the seasons
Like do you feel me
Feel the reason
For the darkest and the coldest
Of the winter season
Wouldn't know what light was like
If you ain't never see them
So just come and hold me tight until it isn't freezing
Like do you feel me
Feel the reason
For the fires in the forest
That could make the trees bend
For scorching summer days
That make it hard to breathe when
We don't feel the contrast
We don't know what even
Like do you feel me
Feel the reason
For the darkest and the coldest
Of the winter season
Wouldn't know what light was like
If you ain't never see them
So just come and hold me tight until it isn't freezing
Do you feel me
Feel the reason
For the fires in the forest
That could make the trees bend
For scorching summer days
That make it hard to breathe when
We don't feel the contrast
We don't know what even