maddy shine - Final Moments Lyrics

I don't wanna get out of bed
I just wanna lay here

What if I stopped breathing?
Then I could just lay here

I know it makes you sad
But to me, it sounds peaceful

I know it makes you mad
Does that make me evil?

Or selfish
I can't help it

I'm drowning
Ina pool of regret

The things I never
Should have said

What if I held a gun to my head?
Does that make me suicidal?

Pull the trigger now I'm dead
Someone check my vitals

I know it makes you sad
I'm finally at peace now

I know it makes you mad
But at least I can breathe now

I'm selfish
I can't help it

I wasn't happy
With the life
I had chosen

So I decided
To leave
You broken

I don't wanna get out of bed
I just wanna lay here