maddy shine - hellhole (demo) Lyrics

I can't find the right words
Been wasting my time getting hurt.
A different state of mind
Is where I wanna be.
Maybe even somewhere
In the trees.
So I can get out of this hellhole.
This stupid f*ckin' hellhole.
Nobody even seems to know
Why we're stuck in this hellhole.
My memories slowly fade
Leaving me with nothing but today.
There's so many different reasons
Why we choose to stay.
F*ck the hierarchy,
I'm loaded with pain.
Living in this hellhole.
This stupid f*cking hellhole.
Who is even responsible
For creating this hell we call a home?
I'm tired of faking-- f*ck
I'm tired of--
I'm tired of faking all my smiles.
I'm tired of wasting too much time
Planning my escape.
There's gotta be a way.
I'm tired of not having the new lifestyle.
I'm sick of walking down the same aisles
Searching for better days.
I know there's another way
To get out of this hellhole.
I'm living in a hellhole.
Nobody even seems to know
Why we're stuck in this hell we call a home.