Mess I've Made Video (MV)

I don't think that I can pick myself up off this floor
There's a pain in my chest that cannot be ignored
I'm breaking for the why and from the how
Inside I am screaming but don't make a sound
Now all I want to do is be close to you
I am coming clean
Giving up to be safe in your arms
Where light meets dark
You come through Jesus
Bringing beauty from this mess I've made
Pretend laughs and tear stained eyes have become my new pace
Is it obvious that I have not slept for days
I don't understand your will or your ways
And I'm lacking perseverance and faith
Now all I want to do is be close to you
I am coming clean
Giving up to be safe in your arms
Where light meets dark
You come through Jesus
Bringing beauty from this mess I've made
I wanna feel safe
The only way out is coming to grips that I have to live with the truth
It's deeper than fake much more than a game and choices I cannot undo
But I'm gonna face this cold and dark place till every secrets in view
Even when I don't know what else to do
My rock bottom always leads me back to you
Now all I want to do is be close to you
I am coming clean
Giving up to be safe in your arms
Where light meets dark
No place I'd rather be than with you here
When I don't know what's next
I will trust you know best
You come through Jesus
Bringing beauty from this mess I've made
You are safe