Made Smoove - Too deep. Lyrics

Yeah
Yeah
Heavy day
Yeah
Barely putting food on my plate
Was trying to save my cake
Helping momma pulling the weight
Wish you could see my face
Home is where the heart should be
No love for this philosophy
I pray at morning pray at night
To hear somebody talk to me
Yeah our father which are in heaven
Can you see my struggle
Hurdles in the way for the lesson
No pieces for the puzzle
To a point that I don't like coming home
I even tried to put my differences aside so we could get along
Remember back when I was wishing
I was grown like the others
Now I got what I was wishing for I'm this shit alone
I wonder how she feels going to work to get a check
For her to have to spend it all so she would never be in debt
You tell me I'm not grateful when I'm happy for it all
Tried explaining but you think I'm being hateful not at all
Its like my view of everything doesn't matter
Why be calm and collected
When all I hear in my ear is the evil chatter
Speaking on my single mother what she do to you
And what my life would be without her
Not a single clue
I like to save those kind of thoughts for later down the line
We seen the toughest times
Always told me we'll be fine
I'll be damned if I let this world we living in break me
Much rather let it make me
The design is so divine
I like to tell her that I love her every time she feel behind
She the strongest woman that I ever knew
I say it all the time
Who am I to judge a book by the cover
Who am I to shame another when they found them a lover
Yeah who am I to laugh at somebody's troubles
My perspective was reborn give a thanks to my mother
Look I'm always seeing better ways of living than others
And still getting through the spaces everytime I feel cluttered
Seeing how my momma living
Want to give her more
And I won't sleep until I do
So you can rest assure
Been trying to squeeze a dollar from a dime Still ain't makin cents
Look to God for the answers
He was giving hints
I been harder on myself
I'm so quiet I everything reveal for itself
That's why it's always kept
Struggles took in depth
My revelation should have hell of left
The boundaries I understood but had to overstep
Just to get where I'm at
I didn't choose all the things that happened
I had no time to reminisce
I had to make it happen
Yeah
It's been inside of me for so long
I just had to let this shit go
Ain't no other way to do it but this way