Madina Lake - Take Me or Leave Lyrics

My life had always been a game, I never learned how to play
Hid from it every day
Because I've seen some horrible things
And thanks to memory
I doubt they'll ever leave
And all my friends are like chameleons
They're into shape-shifting and I don't trust anything
I blame the jealousy, the insecurity
But that is such a waste
As of today all that shit changes

I don't care anymore
If it's okay with you, I'll be the judge of me
And you can just peace
I don't care anymore
I'll watch some porno girl
I'll take a pill or two if I wanna chill

I'm gonna pour another vodka drink
And I don't care what you think
Everyone's on something
And you can find mister popular, but crack him open girl
And you'll find something wrong
If I could cure insecurity
How f*cking rich would I be?
I'd sell it all to you and then you'd leave

But I don't care anymore
If it's okay with you, I'll be the judge of me
And you can just peace
I don't care anymore
I'll watch some porno girl
I'll take a pill or two if I wanna chill

Sometimes I feel as if my walls are closing in
Maybe I'm just paranoid or am I focused in

I don't care anymore
If it's okay with you, I'll be the judge of me
And you can just peace
I don't care anymore
And tell your companions
Congratulations they lost me, I win