Somethins off
Inside ov me
Remind myself
Love isnt easy
Was once PE
Now PTSD
Triggerin
Anxiety
This Lyens got her claws in me
I fall apart or try to flee
She gives no shits bout anything
Unless a puppet on a string
Up and down
A roller-coaster see?
Hot an cold an D
Sneakin through my door
An to my bed you creep
Silent choices
I have tuh reap
Down here
Aint no counting sheep
Yuh couldn't be discreet
Now I smell yuh in my sheets
It seems I made My choice
And it took away my voice
Yeah her presence I enjoy
Heart and soul the bombs deploy
Pull away
My minds destroyed
I cant escape this lie-spun void
So I avoid
Yuh get annoyed
Neither partys overjoyed (Yuh)
It seems I made My choice
And it took away my voice
Yeah her presence I enjoy
Heart and soul the bombs deploy
Pull away
My minds destroyed
I cant escape this lie-spun void
So I avoid
Yuh get annoyed
Neither party's overjoyed (Yuh)
Hear you walkin down the hallway
Want yuh to stay
And wish you'd go away
Conflicted
Self interest
I shouldn't wantcha anyway
Im sad
An Goddamn angry
Emotionally
Yuh im depleted
The punch line to sloppy seconds
Is slitcha wrist tuh rest easy
Thought it would end differently
This Succubitch refused Release
Enraptured me
My feelings be
Broken down
Used
Lonely
Ironically
This might be
A torment to her vanity
Either way is crazy
Passion seeks
Disrupting peace