Madnes_one - P_rivileged T_orturess S_eeking D_estruction Lyrics

Ive tried to leave to get away
But sugared chains
Laced complacently
Surrounded
Locked down
Face to the ground

A roar resounds
I lost first round

Constantly under pressure
Overwhelmed
A wreck
Disaster

Communication
Mastered
Shadow caster
Lack ov action
Shatters

Deceptively
Yuh smothered dreams
That you yourself had brought to seed

Claimed to honor lies to get me
Ov all things you'd wasted really

Kept afloat with honeyed words
Now we drown
Flushed down like turds
The truth
You sold for stories told
How Goddamn bold
Yuh went for gold

Wish yuh woulda
Made it worth it
Cuz im feelin
So damn worthlessness
How come Daddy
Lost his purpose
I know I
Deserve
Better
Than
This

Ive worked so hard
Movin this along
Quit draggin yuh ass
An' treating me f*ckin wrong
Now its back to me
Writtin another song
Where have all
The solutions gone

Resolution
Was left alone
Kept addin pain
And fixed not one

Tried to take me from my home
Said you deserve this Throne Ov Bones

We had stratagies
Planned a ton
Constantly
Forgiven

Could have saved us
From this scorn
Youve chosen nothin
We suffer more
Repeatin scenes
And misery
Wont let me leave
Wont let me speak
I cannot grieve
I can't release
This loves diseased
Containment be
Trapped in Hell
There is no peace
My silent scream
It deafens me
Should be relieved
I cant perceive
New f*ck shit daily
Yuh shady lady

Needing me to be
Set free
Yet coming back
Wont leave me be

Horrible
Creature
I adored
Truth be told
Actions concurred

Onerous
Head games
Yuh play
For fun

Privileged
Torturess
Seeking
Destruction

Worked so hard
Justa get along
Kick rocks
Lil girl
Take yuh ass
Back home
Copin now
As I record this song
Won our severance done
When one solution comes