Horseman steppin to yuh door
Bodies droppin to the floor
Pilin up
An eyesore
Gore trap
A Vorheesaur
So Slaughterous
Forever more
Faith lost
When heart was torn
Gettin up aint easier
Slammed the door
In the face ov whores
Now I gotta check myself
Swallowed up in mental health
To heal whats left
I must digress
Faced duress
I passed the test
Venting less
Removing stress
Love life
Was cancerous
Vexed
Sexed
Mixed
Violence quick
Turning venomous
T.H.O.T. apparently was bliss
Breath 'amiss
Was choking
Pissed
Open hands
Become a fist
No pity
Fo'a selfish bitch
Suffering
And heartless
Narcissist
Abuse torrent
Used likea
Slave and shit
Tolerance gone
Over it
Offensive seen
This offering
Forced to believe
Insanity
Diabolically
Dooming thee
Eternity
Let loose from me
I can see
Yuh vanity
And seriously
Its disturbing
Cut it free
Feel relief
The void
Released
And closed
Quickly
Dont honestly know what to do
Momentum fast
What pushed me through
Soul is crushed
Torn in two
More time in Hell
To f*ckin stew
Sorrow amassed
And continues
Once boxed it up
Its been let it loose
Through misuse
So much abuse
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
Dont honestly know what to do
Momentum fast
What pushed me through
Soul is crushed
Torn in two
More time in Hell
To f*ckin stew
Sorrow amassed
And continues
Once boxed it up
Its been let it loose
Through misuse
So much abuse
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
Lyens L
Leaves yuh lost
Lies submerged
Rise holocaust
Mistrust is now the boss
Full ov pain
Regret
Ive gone soft
Skinny ass got greedy
Steppin on me
Aint a carpet see
Cant afford a lobotomy
So I turned to psychology
What I found was fraud
So ugly
Untrusting
Ungodly
Unjust is thee
Love lied
Astray indeed
Some blasphemy
This fantasy
I'm analyzing
A succubus
With hooks in me
It aint no mystery
That I
Honestly dont know what to do
Momentum fast
What pushed me through
Soul is crushed
Torn in two
More time in Hell
To f*ckin stew
Sorrow amassed
And continues
Once boxed it up
Its been let it loose
Through misuse
So much abuse
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
Honestly dont know what to do
Momentum fast
What pushed me through
Soul is crushed
Torn in two
More time in Hell
To f*ckin stew
Sorrow amassed
And continues
Once boxed it up
Its been let it loose
Through misuse
So much abuse
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you
How the Hell do I not hate you