violent luv letter 2 u. Video (MV)

I feel like I'm in a dream, cause nothing is as it seems
I feel like I'm in a dream, but that's where I wanna be
That's where I wanna be
The roses are red, the violets are dead
Outside I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying
I just wanna be flying, so why am I crying
Last time I saw you, we was driving
You had me smiling
Now you gone and I moved on, but why you still
Coming up from time to time, I need to keep you off my mind
You got me tied up in a bind, and in your head you say I died
So why you come up and say hi, then you push me to the side
That just really messed me up, but I ain't ever gonna give up
Cause this ain't no dream, this is a nightmare
Sometimes I wish you were right there, right next to me
But we all know that's just a dream, cause you've been gone for a while now
Need to get you off my mind now, cause you probably forgot about me, no doubt
Never even got to show you my new house
I feel like I can still
Feel the numbness of your mouth, last I heard you went south
To live with your sister
Cause you know you've been missing her
And I bet, and I bet, when you got there, you said
I feel like I'm in a dream, cause nothing is as it seems
I feel like I'm in a dream, but that's where I wanna be
That's where I wanna be
Really thought
Really thought
Really thought
Really thought that I would die for you, die for you
But I guess, but I guess, I'm just dead to you, dead to you
So I guess, I'm just crying, crying
You had me flying, flying
I'm just crying, crying
But you always had me smiling, smiling
Now I'm just crying, crying
This might be, this might be
Another, violent love letter out to you
So just put, so just put
So just put, put me in a shallow
I feel like I'm in a dream, cause nothing is as it seems
I feel like I'm in a dream, but that's where I wanna be
That's where I wanna be