Malaki Alighieri - THE VOICES // "JUMP, KID!" Lyrics

I can hear the voices they keep telling me to let go
Consciousness is fading gripping to my superego
I can hear the voices telling secrets I don't yet know
Think there's someone talking to me but it's only me though
I can hear the voices saying all I do is screw up
Every time I try to fix a problem I just f*ck up
I can hear the voices saying I look like I'm chewed up
Looking like Exodia the way my body cut up

I can hear the voices talking
Got me feeling like a dead man walking
I can feel the voices pounding
I can hear them all surrounding me

Voices in my head they keep telling me to make the wrong choices
Always smoking loud just to block out the noises
Never be enough ain't no way I can avoid it
Even medication turning out to be the poison
Like toxin feeling like I'm at deaths
Door and I'm knocking if I see the light swear to
God that I'm walking but I got a feeling that the
Devil gonna stop me pull me to the surface even
Though I still feel like I'm drowning dead man
Walking with the vultures surrounding back against the
Wall with the voices around me open up my
Eyes and there's nothing around me stuck in a
Lucid nightmare hope somebody come and wake me
Falling in a bottomless pit someone save me
If I pray to god for someone to come and take me
It'll be the voices that will finally embrace me

I can hear the voices telling me that I won't be shit
No one gives a f*ck about me so I should just end it
I can hear the voices telling me who I should beef with
Break into their crib take their bitches back and bend it
I can hear the voices they keep telling me to cop out
F*ck all of the problems that I never seem to grow out
I can hear the voices I don't think that I can block out
Imma die alone and that's a promise I have no doubt

I can hear the voices talking
Got me feeling like a dead man walking
I can feel the voices pounding
I can hear them all surrounding me
I can hear the voices talking
Got me feeling like a dead man walking
I can feel the voices pounding
I can hear them all surround

JUMP KID
JUMP KID
JUMP KID
JUMP KID

Just talked to my mama she told me I need to find God
So I found the nearest parking deck drove to the parking lot
Didn't wanna walk I took the elevator to the top
Sitting on the ledge debating if I wanna jump or not

Standing on top of the parking deck feeling stumped
Voices in my head they keep telling me to
JUMP JUMP JUMP
Thinking I might listen to them I might
JUMP JUMP JUMP
Hear 'em saying
KI-KI-KID JUMP KI-KI-KID
JUMP JUMP JUMP
If I do will I find God?
JUMP JUMP JUMP
If I die will it matter at all?
If I keep on leaning forward will I regret it at all?
Will I reincarnate as a crackhead taking Adderall
Or maybe as a chronic alcoholic drinking methanol
I can answer all my questions if I take the fall

I can hear the voices they keep telling me I should jump
Voices in my head they keep on telling me I shouldn't give a f*ck
Voices in my head tryna get me to JUMP
I'm afraid of heights feeling dizzy from the bottom up
Someone on the ground is tryna make me take a step back
Screaming from the top of their lungs tilting their head back
Don't know how to respond so I just stare back
Someone asked me for my name and I had to reflect back
All I can remember is something from Children of the Corn
Daddy slinging dope and my mother turning into a whore
Almost had it but I don't wanna think anymore
Looked around and saw a bunch of people starting to record

JUMP JUMP JUMP
Hear the voices in my head saying
JUMP JUMP JUMP
Hear 'em screaming
JUMP JUMP JUMP
No point in fighting I think that I might
JUMP JUMP JUMP
No point in fighting I think that I might