Malc - Alone Lyrics

So many questions bout life
N I'm just tryna understand it
Like
Why f*ck my Aunt Bev aint beat cancer
Like
Tell me why I pray
N never get an answer
N how they tryna build walls
When flint water muddier than Kansas
I guess like Ty Lue
I'll prolly never get the answer
Shit
Just live my life
Some shit ain't meant for understanding
Still
I'm goin put my truth in every single stanza
Banding the gap between hood
N college niggas
Outstanding
Put that bread on Malc
A sure bet
Ain't even gambling
N Always bet on black
Nigga thats word to Grambling
I'm am the standard
1of1
N they can't stand it
I set the bar
N they can't pull up
I overstand it
Im
Humbly Arrogant
Just passive till I get aggressive
Pardon my confidence
But I just know I'm better em
Legendary is the goal
N I can't fold
Coming for everything
Thats till they put me in a hole
N when go
Bury me like I live
That's on my feet
Cus even when a nigga sleep
I'm 10 down
This Shit is deep
I set goals
I eclipse
I refresh
N then repeat
Like my nigga Soulfull said only rich can afford to sleep

I sit alone in this 4 corner room
Staring at candles
Listening samples looping
Ay

I sit alone in this 4 corner room
Thinking bout life
N how I'm goin make myself
A way

I sit alone
Uh
I'm in my zone
N if it ain't bout coming up then nigga leave me alone

Been meditating more often
To clear my mind
This shit is awesome
Conversations with Moms
N my drive she reinforced it
I'm tryna be the boss
Shit
No matter what the cost is
Well
I think I lied
My soul it won't be compromised
A man of principles
I need
But I ain't defined by dollar signs
Bottom line
No matter what just know that Malc is goin survive
Through the fire
Like a young Mr. West
Inspired by Chaka khan
Pedal to the medal
Cant crash
Cus it's my time
F*ck what they talking
It ain't like life come often
Only worse than death is a regret filled coffin
My life
Will it be a success
I think about it often
Cus everyday I find myself getting better nigga
Evolving
Life forced a nigga hand
N on god I wasn't folding
Just humbled me
N now I'm standing here more embolden
Wit a throwback flow
Game sum like DeMar derozan
Was weary at first
But my now my confidence exploding

I sit alone in this 4 corner room
Staring at candles
Listening samples looping
Ay

I sit alone in this 4 corner room
Thinking bout life
N how I'm goin make myself
A way

I sit alone
Uh
I'm in my zone
N if it ain't bout coming up then nigga leave me alone