Malcxm - Bad Thoughts Lyrics

So much pain now, I don't know what's real
You just want me dead yeah, you just want me killed
So much in my head I don't what to feel
I got so much damage now I can't be healed
So much pain now, I don't know what's real
You just want me dead yeah, you just want me killed
So much in my head I don't what to feel
I got so much damage now I can't be healed
Got my head turned around like I can't see
We used to have fun in the back seat
Now you be decievin' tryna trap me
I don't f*ck with your homies, that's where the rats be
Everytime I'm high feel like I fallin'
I never pick up the phone when you callin'
Now you want me because I'm ballin'
But I always knew you're never all in
Tryna focus on me and what I got goin' on
But I got you in your feelings, now that I'm gone
You never like to admit that you were wrong
Now you gon' hear it when I'm singin' my song like
Feel like I'm fallin'
Feel like I'm fallin' yeah
Feel like I'm fallin'
You were never all in
So much pain now, I don't know what's real
You just want me dead yeah, you just want me killed
So much in my head I don't what to feel
I got so much damage now I can't be healed
So much pain now, I don't know what's real
You just want me dead yeah, you just want me killed
So much in my head I don't what to feel
I got so much damage now I can't be healed
I gave you everything that you ever wanted
I gave you all my love but, you didn't want it
You said you love me but weren't honest
You looked in my eyes and told me that you hate me then I saw it
I'm tryna make it right
But you wont let me
You won't let me
You just wanna fight
Leave me sad and feelin' empty
'Til the sun rise
Don't wanna leave but it's temptin'
No it ain't right
No it ain't right yeah
Now tell me sometin'
Do like it when imI'm hurtin'
Baby, stop frontin'
Just try to understand where I'm comin' from
No I ain't dumb
You got someone else
I always knew it go and run
So much pain now, I don't know what's real
You just want me dead yeah, you just want me killed
So much in my head I don't what to feel
I got so much damage now I can't be healed
So much pain now, I don't know what's real
You just want me dead yeah, you just want me killed
So much in my head I don't what to feel
I got so much damage now I can't be healed