[ Featuring Last Word ]
I used to wanna be big
Not the rapper just the way that I live
Give 'em something that would stick to the ribs
We all dreaming but it's different
I ain't closing my lids
Gotta closet full of Jordans that I don't even wear
Yo, I wake up in the morning never comb my hair
So many women say I'm selfish
And I don't even share
Everyday I see a dollar just to throw in the air
Love my people and some other things
Shoes and silence
Underground and off the grid
I rarely see ya comments
A ladykiller in retirement just being honest
I'm not a gangsta but ya boy is cool
Truly smiling
Found myself and found the truth
And now I can't complain
Before the sun I seen some gray and that's a human thang
We all get dirty but it's how you gon' remove the stains
Ain't nothing regular this life
Been getting used to great
Driving slow through the lane and the view insane
Even when it rains swear I'm God's favorite mayne
Growing up we took the bus and now we using planes
To go wherever in this world I pray it never change
Yea
I used to wanna be big
Not the rapper just the way that I live
I'm 30 something crossing over the bridge
We all dreaming but it's different
I ain't closing my lids
Gotta closet full of Jordans that I don't even wear
Yo, I wake up in the morning never comb my hair
A lot of women say I'm selfish
That I don't even share
Yea that I don't even care
I'm clumsy with a heart
I been liable to crack that
Way too many exes like a shirt offa Shaq back
Drinking water no more throwing the yak back
Diversified my hustles
I ain't rich offa ASCAP and autographs
But I'm shining infinite finding incentives
Yo, you know minding my business
Grind while they sitting, yea
I light the fire that's missing
Hopped in the kitchen, uh
Food for thought never ending
Open for dinner, uh
I used to wanna be big
You been gone I miss ya staring at ya pictures
Recollecting on ya street tales and hidden wisdom
You wasn't blood but you shoulda been
I'll never diss ya
I get the hiccups and I slip up
I can't hug and kiss ya
Divine order type fast
You was sorta like Dad
You can't place a price tag on the tears I might have
Need a call and kite bad
Could you overnight that
Getting over my past
Know forever don't last
I used to wanna be big, uh
Not the rapper everything that I did
Love my life enough to say that I would do it again
We all dreaming but it's different
I ain't closing my lids
Gotta closet full of Jordans that I don't even wear
Yo, I wake up in the morning still ain't combed my hair
So many women say I'm selfish
And I don't even share
Everyday I seen a dollar just to throw in the air, yea
Just to throw in the air
Don't even care, uh
Say I don't even care, mmph
