[ Featuring Last Word ]
Needed peace and quiet
That's the vibe right now
Home after touring laying out on the couch
Reflecting on my 20's they was cool no doubt
My first time asking this
I gotta figure this out
Had to wonder do I miss it a lot
Lack of sleep to run the streets
And hit the same old spots
Liked the music loud a little over the top
All my homies crowding 'round me
Think we all gon' pop
Talking reckless bulletproof from being corrected
Mind and body splitting in a different direction
Only thing I care about is how I'm dressing
Fans know my first name like we best friends
Freshman shining showing off my blessings
Arrogant, 26 years and a mess then
Inability to see I'm chasing perfection
Been drinking every weekend to forget I'm stressin
Open from the first moment
Hoping it could fix my heart whenever it get broken
Floating a drop become a ocean
Sinking started slowly
Throwing away all my potential I ain't know it
People asking do I miss it a lot
They wonder do I miss it a lot
That's kinda funny but
Why they asking if I miss a lot
Being angry I don't miss it a lot
That's kinda funny but
Why they asking do I miss it a lot
I wonder do I miss it a lot
That's kinda crazy but
Funny question: do I miss it a lot
I don't know if I miss it a lot
Let's keep it going
Back then I did way too much
But let me justify my love
Proudly did my rap thang
Corporate hated that lane
Acting out with no shame
Folks a little bitter but
This is getting too strange I been having mood swings
Something must be missing
Ain't no smiling in my pictures
Fall, spring, summer and the winter
Shuffling through these women
But it's some I don't remember
Tryna medicate the drama with my Mama
Plenty nights ain't have a designated driver
Childish, belligerent, started lacking discipline
What you gon tell me? I'm getting it
Where's the bliss in ignorance
A wild and insensitive so-called homie
Said he's tired of my nigga shit
Only God knows how much that I was hurting
These moments turned me to a new person
They be asking do I miss it a lot
It's funny do I miss it a lot
They be asking do I miss it a lot
Why they care if I miss it a lot
That's kinda nosey but
They asking if I miss it a lot
They tripping if they thinking that I miss it a lot
Hanging over I don't miss it a lot
Confusion I don't miss it a lot
Yea, yea
Growing tolerant, eating, oversleeping
Fell out with a lot of friends
Hoping this is not a trend
Toxic, boxing myself, the world watching
Nonsense I had to switch it up a clean conscience
Fully focused now my skin back popping
Exploring other options a miracle I'm stopping
In those parties I was by myself
Wishing I was somewhere else
That's real life
Insecure to how the ones I love is gon' treat me
Choosing to be sober nowadays ain't really easy
A lot of things I replicated seeing them from TV
Believe the only thing I wanted was to be free
Reprieve, GG, in other words I'm gucci
Found myself again I know some others gon' lose me
Veil off my appearance
Ain't ashamed no more to be seen
Grateful that I'm present in the gift of life truthfully
I'm alive I don't miss it a lot
It's been like seven years I don't miss it a lot
I don't miss it
I don't miss it a lot
I'm just vibing right now
I don't miss it a lot
It's been a minute
I don't miss it a lot
If you hear me understand that I don't miss it a lot
All the headaches I don't miss it a lot
