Suicidal Thoughts Video (MV)

I
Been tryna find my way out
Of this life
Traveling this road by myself
It's a vibe
I get to know my own mind
And I'm tired of this searching and never find
I gotta get my life together
I want peace and I know that this is now or never
The storm creeps in, I'm sleeping underneath a shelter
What I'm deep in's tenacious but at least it's better
Audacious still, cause of this major skill
Wanna create something real to take me out of this hell
Who can I follow, who can just give me directions?
I'm way too tired of these f*cked up intersections
I
Been tryna find my way out
Of this life
Traveling this road by myself
It's a vibe
I get to know my own mind
And I'm tired of this searching and never find
But when you're really lost, like suicidal thoughts
You're crying in the dark, tryna devise a plot
Tired and sick of it all, visions of death
Thinking your family wouldn't miss you at all
Why the f*ck you'd even think of tomorrow?
Pick up your feet, you know there're reasons for that dream in your heart
I'm 'bout the climb, I don't believe in the fall
Some people love outside perspectives, I don't need them at all
I
Been tryna find my way out
Of this life
Traveling this road by myself
It's a vibe
I get to know my own mind
And I'm tired of this searching and never find