Not My Year Video (MV)

Fill up my cup
I've seen enough
Cause no one told me you'd be here
It's just not my year

And if I weren't so blind
Then I wouldn't have to hide
From you so long
After all this time
You still think that I'd buy
Your bleached-white lies

Fill up my cup
I've seen enough
'Cause no one told me you'd be here
But I'll face my fears
And I'll be okay
If you don't say
That you had hoped you'd see me here
But it's not my year
(Y E A H)

Can't get a win
I'll force a grin
House burned down, I went to jail
Baby I have been born to fail
I got no love, I'm drunk on sight
Blacked out at night I'm dead inside
We know that it was f*cked up
What you did to me
Weighed down, burning in my bed
You're kerosene
It's crystal clear and now I see
That we were never meant to be
Goddammit F*ck Me

Fill up my cup
I've should be drunk
'Cause no one told me you'd be here
But I'll face my fears
And I'll be okay
If you don't say
That you had hoped you'd see me here
But it's not my year

No I'm not drunk enough right now
I need a few more to hold me down
I crashed my car, I lost my job
I can't pay rent, live with my mom
And no one told me you'd be here
I guess it's really not my year
Oh yes it's really not my year
It's really not my f*cking year

And I'd be okay
If you don't say
You hoped you'd see me here
But it's not my year
It's really not my year
I guess it's not my
I guess it's not my year
It's really not my year
It's really not my