Mandala - Mirror Lyrics

It's been a while since I wrote, has nothing changed?
If time denial was a thing, I'd be estranged
You're contagious when you speak have you got the cure?
I'll rearrange myself, retreat to something more

It's hard to smile when the feelings cut and dry
All the miles add up, i'm gazing at the sky
Find an empty bottle, wallow at the sight
Leave the essence holy, hold your wounds closed tight

When nothing ever feels, the way it's supposed to be
You are the enemy, can I keep you close to me?

Several moments render empty points of view
Mirror image staring blankly back at you
Find an empty bottle, model of your life
Edging closer won't you hold your wounds closed tight

When nothing ever feels, the way it's supposed to be
You are the enemy, can I keep you close to me?
If nothing ever feels, the way it's meant to be
Just keep it close to me, Don't stay up counting sheep

You see me in a way
That I can't see myself now
So I look away yeah
Always got my head down
Stomping round in place
Figuring my way out
Killer queen of mine
Pour me down the drain now

I know one day that we'll make it through
I know one day it all comes down to you
I know the times we spent, Oh I know I think about all the times I left
I think about you, oh my old friend
Yeah I think about you oh until the end

You are the end-all