Manga Saint Hilare - Mirrorman (Face Myself) Lyrics

I don't want to go back to where i was
I was scared & lost
Dealing with things i could of stopped
Looks like i f*cked up again
Things are getting on top
Wasted time i never clocked
War in my head its never not
As simple as i thought it once was
Thought that i figured it out,I was wrong
All of the ups & downs made me Dizzee
Stop that, start that,Get that what
Am i going to do now
My demons are too loud
Its arms house in my head back bruv
Had a couple of questions for God
All of these set backs, for what?
I don't want them to think i fell off
This path i was on

Come take a walk with me
Come see my world
& all of the things that i've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me
Just so i could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like
Until i reflected & saw myself
So i don't judge i'm flawed myself
Good & bad
Because its all my self
I shouldn't of put them before myself
I can't help them if i don't help myself
I heard but i never took heed
I was giving out advice i never took myself
Went over there to confront my enemies
I got closer & saw myself

I kept all my tings to myself
Cried at night, but no cries for help
I was taught we talk but don't tell
& i was that type of guy with them type of girls
I know that i shouldn't do them type of things
But time & time i lied to myself
I was trying to make sense of the world
But i never had no sense of self
I never knew i was so sensitive
Because i downplayed everything i felt
I've won & i've lost
& i've tried & failed
Got back on & off
& i went trough hell
Am i living or not
I can't tell myself

Come take a walk with me
Come see my world
& all of the things that i've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me
Just so i could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like
Until i reflected & saw myself
So i don't judge i'm flawed myself
Good & bad
Because its all my self
I shouldn't of put them before myself
I can't help them if i don't help myself
I heard but i never took heed
I was giving out advice i never took myself
Went over there to confront my enemies
I got closer & saw myself

Blaming everyone was my go to
I was in my own little world
With my own views
Mad, everybody thinking that they know you
Sad because you don't even know you
Angry at the things that they done to me
But i never thought about the things that i don't do
That was food for thought & soul food
I was lying to myself, it was so true
No where or hide or go to
When you're trying to run from yourself
You can't smile up on your socials
When its just you, that won't help
I had to go & unlearn
So many things i taught myself
Looked after them & ignored myself

Come take a walk with me
Come see my world
& all of the things that i've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me
Just so i could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like
Until i reflected & saw myself
So i don't judge i'm flawed myself
Good & bad
Because its all my self
I shouldn't of put them before myself
I can't help them if i don't help myself
I heard but i never took heed
I was giving out advice i never took myself
Went over there to confront my enemies
I got closer & saw myself