Mantra - Drug Boy+no Willy Nilly Lyrics

Not my fault
Should of never took the drugs
If u can't handle them

Can't handle the fact that all my friends use them
Isn't that what you said
Sitting at the top of my high with high hopes

I might be dead
But tonight I feel alive
I'm alright
I like to think I'm doing just fine

Really can't believe
How much time
Has went by

Why do I
Look back
I got to stop that

Here's another take back
Not a set back
No real money if you wack
Not enough talent, you lack
Should of hurried up, don't lag

Not my fault
You should of never took the drugs
If you couldn't handle them

Can't handle this shit on my own but the bottle is tippin
As I over indulge in sippin, don't tell me to calm down, Y'all trippin
Get to the money then I'm dippin

It's easy to hate but not to listen
Keep on telling me shit, but it's no ones ass that I'm kissin
Better come correct like who the f*ck you dissin
All these "rappers" suck right now and
I'm pissed off
AS IF that isn't clear
I'm working on sobering myself up
But after this beer
Don't tell me anything else
I'm not really here
Lose the f*cking attitude or just get the f*ck out of here
Conversations with y'all has me feelin like you only feelin yourself
I'm not like that, too much self doubt
Maybe I'm too hard on myself
Like I said, I don't know yet
Went from poetry to writing raps all within a year
Crazy how the drugs took us as far as here
Crazy how the drugs left you stuck in the past, left to die there

Not my fault
You should of never took the drugs
If you couldn't handle them

And honestly I'm so over them, over indulged until I had no friends
Not a flat line just an end

It was time to make it all go away
I'm talking about the pain
I'm talking to you the same way
AS IF I would of talked to myself back in those days
So before you hate, listen to what I have to say

Not my fault
Should of never took the drugs
If u couldn't handle them

Can't handle the fact that all my friends use them
Isn't that what you said
Sitting at the top of my high with high hopes

I might be dead
But tonight I feel alive

I'm alright
I like to think I'm doing just fine

Really can't believe
How much time
Has went by

Why do I
Put myself through these lines
I'm choosing to bite my time
In half cuz I'd rather be dead before this whole rap games moves from hip hop to pop,
In that case
Just stop
I want to listen to boom bop
Not that shit that flop
It's a lot of talk
I want to hear real lyricist make it to the top
I want a lot of things but these drugs accidents, I mean addicts keep playing the game
Fooling the people into thinking Rap and Hip-Hop are the same
F*ck that
I want my money back
The last single I heard from myself Sucked
But at least I can admit
You rappers eat where you shit
And that's not it
You used your platform to form a following of idiots

No Willy Nilly

Better save yourself now before they come and get ya
Last time I spoke to my brothers
They told me, take it easy
But it's hard to live simply
It's not so easy when you f*ckers make it crazy

Sucks to suck
But you suck

As anyone told you, f*ck you lately?

I know I didn't f*ck up your day
(So f*ck ya)

Get out the way
I got bills to pay
More to say
All pics gray
Can I have a place to lay
Besides my f*ckin grave

But by the time that u get this
You'll probably be on another person's shit list
It went over your head and I'm over your shit
You thinking you hot but not really
I'm not judging, just don't f*ck with me silly
Ain't no willy nilly
But by the time that u get this
You'll probably be on another person's shit list
It went over your head and I'm over your shit
You thinking you hot but not really
I'm not judging, just don't f*ck with me silly
Ain't no willy nilly

Aw ain't no Willy Nilly