Manu - manu's liminal space Lyrics

Why have you been so silent lately
Why are drinking out of rage
You know I don't like that
But you don't understand, do you?

I thought about you in the middle of the night
Trying translating those scenarios in real life
Feeling helpless
'Cause I just can't have you

My mind lies to me
Saying you belong with me
Caught off guard hanging
All wrapped up in my dreams

I feel like I'm drowning while sleeping
The thought of you deeply corrodes me
Gotta find a hide spot to feel safe
Gonna name it manu's liminal space

Never been able to behave
Whenever you're in sight I escape
Wondering if you know that
But you wouldn't understand, would you?

Again I find myself in this shitty position
Thoughts in my head placed in a messy disposition
Dark haze around me
Are you the one behind it?

My mind lies to me
Saying you belong with me
Caught off guard hanging
All wrapped up in my dreams

I feel like I'm drowning while sleeping
The thought of you deeply corrodes me
Gotta find a hide spot to feel safe
Gonna name it manu's liminal space

I feel like I'm drowning while sleeping
The thought of you deeply corrodes me
Gotta find a hide spot to feel safe
Gonna name it manu's liminal space

Gotta find a place to hide
'fore my spiraling tonight
Scares away your gentle smile
Warming my heart as I die