better than i. Video (MV)

Yeah you knew me, better than I did
And you held me whenever I hid
Hiding not enough I had to run away
Was I scared that you would stay?
Yeah you knew me, better than I did
And you held me whenever I hid
Hiding not enough I had to run away
Was I scared that you would stay?
Yeah back again
Suitcase, backpack
I'm in the wind
I'm gone the second you know me
I'm scared the second you hold me
Poof!
Yeah I'm gone just like that
Into the shadows, just like bats
I'm invisible, even though I just ran past
But you didn't even notice
That...
You were my favorite thing in a while
Gave me the love I didn't have as a child
Man that's wild
Setbacks turn into projectiles
I wanna know how
You missed it
Right in front of you, not even a glimpse and
It tears me apart
That your heart
Moved on in an instant
I was playing games
Now I'm crying like an infant...
Yeah...
You knew me better than I did
And you held me whenever I hid
Hiding not enough I had to run away
Was I scared that you would stay?
I was an idiot to stay
Left hanging in the rain
I sit here and decay now
I sit here and I wait
Longing for your love, get rid of this pain
In my chest
Day
Night
Thunder storms
No hey!
Hi!
How's it goin?!
Weeks
Months
A year has gone
No contact
But I'm holding on...
When you come back holding your hands out
My love isn't something I hand out
So don't tell me you missed me
You loved me
Don't hug me
Cause I know you didn't mean it when you said you love!
DON'T TELL ME!
DON'T
TELL
ME
THAT BULLSHIT!
NOOO!