Mar2x - Trial & Error Lyrics

All I see is dark skies, I'm praying for some new weather
Trial and error in life and i'ma get through whatever
Can't go back to them days, I gotta change for the better
Pray I don't go out cold, I'll probably die over jealousy
And I know I ain't perfect but I pray my children are heaven sent
R.I.P my grandma, I miss yo smell, it was lemon scent
You can ask anybody that I won't change on you, never
And if I go out cold than this is my hood letter

I been down so much but I always get up and go
I survive through whatever, yeah i'ma hood hero
And I learnt my lil lesson to put no love in no hoe
Cause she was f*cking the hood while I was planning to grow
Bring me back to them days we used to sit on yo porch
Watch the gangstas and fiends walking around wit no hope
I done seen what it do, that's why I can't smoke dope
He done blew through a 100, when he could've got him some clothes
Could've got him a coat
But now he freezing in cold
Cause he can't pay no bills
And that's the life that he chose
I know addiction is real
And I feel bad for you bro
And yo children right wit you
What kinda shit is you on

No I cant be that type of father figure
I know what its like to have no father wit you
But that shit make you a man when you got god wit you
We all go through ups and downs life's a light switch
But you control how you spark people around wit you

All I see is dark skies, I'm praying for some new weather
Trial and error in life and i'ma get through whatever
Can't go back to them days, I gotta change for the better
Pray I don't go out cold, I'll probably die over jealousy
And I know I ain't perfect but I pray my children are heaven sent
R.I.P my grandma, I miss yo smell, it was lemon scent
You can ask anybody that I won't change on you, never
And if I go out cold than this is my hood letter

Dellwood that's where I'm from and that be all that I know
Free Vaughn, he holding up, they got him locked down the road
Hood story, when I see Jeff, he like, what more can I hold
If I got it you know he got it cause I treat him like bro
I love my niggas to the death of me
Won't let you get the best of me
I'm cutting all you snakes
Man somebody pay me pester fees
You wont regret, invest in me
I'll take you to ya destiny
Was down bad on my shit
Screaming lord please, help me please

I know some niggas who locked up who use to kill for real
I know some niggas who switched up on they own brother for thrills
How can you look at me and say you really feel me for real
Don't know the shit that I been through, you just go off what you hear
You gotta know just how it go cause they will kill you for tears
You gotta know to play yo role and never ever show fear
Never run yo mouth to hoes cause it'll touch every ear
Never bend break or fold, I hope you hear me clear

All I see is dark skies, I'm praying for some new weather
Trial and error in life and i'ma get through whatever
Can't go back to them days, I gotta change for the better
Pray I don't go out cold, I'll probably die over jealousy
And I know I ain't perfect but I pray my children are heaven sent
R.I.P my grandma, I miss yo smell, it was lemon scent
You can ask anybody that I won't change on you, never
And if I go out cold than this is my hood letter

Gotta know how it go
Gotta know to play yo role
Always stay 1 up because we all keeping score
I know I always say it but I live by the code
Always keep it solid, never bend break or fold