Got it all dreamed out
Got the routes all mapped
Got the cars lined up
On a freight train track
Burning up my doubts
Forgettin' where I've been
But here we go, it's crashin' down again
When the bitter west wind keeps bringin' it
When I'm about sick of making sense of it
When another let down seems imminent
Well, You've got me
Right where you want me
Like I'm tryin' to retie a tourniquet
Just when I think I'm finally finished learnin' it
You've always got a way of reworkin' it
'Cause You've got me
Right where You want me
It's never like we've planned
Another two steps back
Is it a game of chance
Have the cards been stacked
An enemy of change
I'm tryin' to see Your hand
'Cause here we go, it's crashin' down
It's crashin' down again
When the bitter west wind keeps bringin' it
When I'm about sick of making sense of it
When another let down seems imminent
Well, You've got me
Right where you want me
Like I'm tryin' to retie a tourniquet
Just when I think I'm finally finished learnin' it
You've always got a way of reworkin' it
'Cause You've got me
Right where You want me
'Cause here we go again
It's crashin' down again
'Cause here we go again
I'm tired of livin' in this dissonance
I wanna trust Your Providence
To know that I was meant
To be in this place, this time for a reason
To see my relevance in a world that is bleedin
This ain't my life, but I guard it with obsession
I'm begging, God, can You stop this infection
This is it, I'm gonna draw my line
I'm gonna shine for Christ where only I can shine
When the bitter west wind keeps bringin' it
When I'm about sick of making sense of it
When another let down seems imminent
Well, You've got me
Right where you want me
Like I'm tryin' to retie a tourniquet
Just when I think I'm finally finished learnin' it
You've always got a way of reworkin' it
'Cause You've got me
Right where You want me