Marcellus - to a summer five years ago, Lyrics

I've spent every waking moment
Waiting for a summer
That happened five years ago
I'm scared there's nothing left
I'm scared I've done all I could do
They'll say "take a deep breath"
But I've felt this way since I was two
And it's stupid
I know it's dumb
Walk me through it
Or we can run
Say the answers
When there's none
You've gotta know this
I have buried me in all of the
Places that I've been where I've grown up
And I'm haunted by by a past that
I keep reaching for never get back
No one told me that growing up would
Mean leaving behind your childhood
I am twenty but I'm also seventeen and three
Sometimes I look into the mirror
He's destined for a future
Where he's waiting for his moment still
I'm scared there's nothing left
I'm scared I've done all I could do
They'll say "take a deep breath"
But I've felt this way since I was two
And it's stupid
I know it's dumb
Walk me through it
Or we can run
Say the answers
When there's none
You've gotta know this
I have buried me in all of the
Places that I've been where I've grown up
And I'm haunted by by a past that
I keep reaching for never get back
No one told me that growing up would
Mean leaving behind your childhood
I am twenty but I'm also seventeen and three
Days are so long years are so quick
I'm in my house but I'm still homesick?
Time heals all wounds except from my heart
How does this end and when did it start?
Days are so long years are so quick
I'm in my house but I'm still homesick?
Time heals all wounds except from my heart
How does this end and when did it start?
I have buried me in all of the
Places that I've been where I've grown up
And I'm haunted by by a past that
I keep reaching for never get back