I told myself tonight before I left that this was it
I'll get made up n slap on a smile and this time it's gonna stick
I will be bursting with charisma
I'm the life of the party
I'm the person everybody wants to hang around
Oh what a joke!
I am so sorry if I forget your name
You see I'm chronically incapable of retaining anything
Because I'm constantly inventing stupid conflicts in my head
'Til I'm too stressed out to focus on a single word you said
And now I'm frozen up
It's like my mouth's sewn shut by the inertia
The inertia of the situation
I'm f*ckin spacin
I'm spacin out
I'm spacin out