Mari - Close to Somewhere Lyrics

I'm getting close to somewhere
Where the sky is blue, and I'm far away from you
And I'm getting close to somewhere
Where my thoughts aren't red, and you're not in my head
And I'm going somewhere
Where you'll never reach me
I'm getting close to somewhere
Where you're not
Your love for me was gone like the wind
You couldn't even be my friend
Never mind looking me in the eye
But you're fine
I'm fine
But we're not
And I'm getting close to somewhere
Where the stars are bright, and my shoulders feel light
And I'm getting close to somewhere
Where the moon's always shining, and there's always a silver lining
And I'm going somewhere
Where you'll never reach me
I'm getting close to somewhere
Where you'll never reach me
Why are you still clouding my mind?
You're already gone, why have I been left behind?
You're long gone, I'm far from you
You're long gone, I'm far from you
And I was so close to somewhere without you
But I don't wanna be anywhere without you
How could I be somewhere without you
But I know you're happy somewhere without me