I don't want to move away
But I'll go if you ask me to
Anywhere you ask me to
Will you tell me what to say
On the day we know
Is coming to soon
Yeah, it's coming to soon
Late at night sneaking into the service
Going to sit on the back row
Pray for no one to notice
Close my eyes and ask for mercy
Did you finally let go
Did you let go of me
The funeral that tied us together
The year the winter lasted forever
The tears freezing on your cheeks
Between the words that we didn't speak
On the days that I could barely breath
You held me close
You held me closer
I'm getting older
But I don't know if I'm doing it right
Am I doing it right
Waking up my mind is racing
In the middle of the night
Am I doing it right
Call my parents every day
While I still can
Their days are slipping through my fingers
Listen to the message that I left you
On your machine
I was afraid that I could lose you
The funeral that tied us together
The year the winter lasted forever
The tears freezing on your cheeks
Between the words that we didn't speak
On the days that I could barely breath
You held me close
You held me closer
I'm getting older
But I don't know if I'm doing it right
Am I doing it right
Waking up my mind is racing
In the middle of the night
Am I doing it right
When I look into your eyes
I could start a war
Don't you know this is the moment
We've been waiting for