Marigolds+Monsters - I Was Lying Lyrics

I was lying when I said I didn't want you, I just didn't want you to stay
I was lying when I said I didn't know the truth, I just knew we'd give it away when the devil was willing to trade

My God I was sick to death, nah you don't know the half of it
Had your face under my fingertips, gettin tangled in my wasted lips
Baby was it worth the rush, got a time bomb for both of us
Sing a prayer for my skeletons, gonna wait till that poison hits them

Maybe I was wrong

But
I was lying when I said I didn't want you, I just didn't want you to stay
I was lying when I said I didn't know the truth, I just knew we'd give it away when the devil was willing to trade

Is it love if it pays the rent, god we're so good at faking it
Did you taste it on the words I said, put em back because they broke your head
Blackout in the airways, gets easier further away
Shake it off when it fades a bit, I put it on like bubblegum poison chapstick

Maybe I was wrong

But
I was lying when I said I didn't want you, I just didn't want you to stay
I was lying when I said I didn't know the truth, I just knew we'd give it away when the devil was willing to trade