Marion IV - It's Not Easy Lyrics

When I hit the town
I throw it down like there's no doubt in me
I might order rounds for all my pals
And do it silently
If I see a smile from the side of my eye beams
I might say whats up and exactly how to find me

Cause it's hard being alone
I'm not a monk
Not gonna front
I don't understand what I want
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong
It's hard being alone
I'm not a monk
Not gonna front
I don't understand what I want
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

Okay you're fine
I close my eyes, sometimes they lie to me
I prioritize
I love my time in it's entirety
I ain't gonna lie
When I get tried it be refining me
God, keep me on lock
If you stop they'll get a lot of me

Cause it's hard being alone
I'm not a monk
Not gonna front
Cause I don't understand what I want
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong
It's hard being alone
I'm not a monk
Not gonna front
I don't understand what I want
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard being alone
Is it really my fault
That I don't know what I want
Hand full of all these cards
Is it really my fault
That I don't know what I want
Hands full of all these cards
That I'm holding (Holding on)

It's hard being alone
I'm not a monk
Not gonna front
Cause I don't understand what I want
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong
It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong