Mark R. Brewer - Faded to Gray Lyrics

Never felt so hopeless
As I feel today
Everything around me
Has faded to gray
Tired from all the endless routine
Restless with nothing to do
Wired from all the cups of caffeine
So low I don't have a clue

Never felt so useless
Like I'm in the way
Colors of the rainbow
Have faded to gray
Seems everyday is a porcelain sky
The sun doesn't come around here
Back in the day it was all black and white
But suddenly nothing is clear

Sometimes I feel all alone
Loneliness is so confining
Settles on you like a cloud
Clouds can keep the sun from shining
Like a cold December day
Everything has faded to gray

Never felt so helpless
Nothing I can say
All my bright ideas
Have faded to gray
Seems like I have no one to believe
Acting so jaded and cruel
Don't want to stay and I can't really leave
Feeling like somebody's fool