MarkKY - Weak Lyrics

"He never came to call his righteous, he came to call, ha.
I can't 'memba how it go."
You know... when I stop to think about it
It's partly my nature...And my fear
(Thank you!)
Spit it like this, never can miss
If I don't give a twist to the truth that befits
Honesty fits like a suit just stitched
Just for me to make a move in real quick
I just need to give the numbers, make a list
For, my story the tailor can fix
So hear me lace these kicks and snare with a fair portion of who I be
No purporting I'm just tryna make you see
We've been sick from the fall
Now it's cold in our hearts
Mould and it's frozen in parts
Our moving is bold in the dark
But for the Lord I'd be blind to the spark
And the lines made of chalk they show where I fall
'Cause I walk like a talk and I talk real quick when I'm tryna be slick
And his grace drip-drips every time I trip-trip
Here, let me be honest
I carry heavy shame and I'm still writing commas
The polish is homage to honor the Godhead
But I've been eyeing the opposite of him
The oven preheating a meal made of vomit
Shit, I'm back there again, trapped here again
And the tears they be running from my fears
So they leak from my face cause it's all in my head
And I know but I'm counting up the dread
Locked in 'cause my option is to carve him- the man in the mirror
Got to get a coffin for him
But I want to paint that much clearer
Telling me I got to be the killer of the killer unified with me is a killer
Do you get I'm uncomfortable with it so I juxtapose to him?
Weakling, sinner
Oh, I'm a man
Known by God
Am I my god?
Being man
Oh, I'm just weak
See me weep
It kills my dreams
Being me
Uh
Trip then get up, trip then get up
Still keep your chin up
Eat this dinner
But how do I stomach looking in this mirror At the man that's a sinner
Everything they tell me is a fight to encounter
Last time I checked I'm a lover not a fighter
Every time I'm running I feel like a beginner
So this is ridiculous yes, yes I know it is
You call me daddy but I got problems kids
And I'm not solving them
I am synonymous with this economy
Oh, God you're calling me I reach with part of me then fall to the pits
Its this duality it needs lobotomy
Out of me got to get it to get it in
But all of me audibly can't stomach it
Mummy's spaghetti over me, order me: out of harmony
Scared to face that part of me
Wanting to call it off again
Breathe then cough again, uh
I'm loss and I'm awestruck by the cost of all this
Off course and a breaststroke's not enough
'Cause a hearts heavy and I'm drowning
Set it off still hearts pounding so I'm bound in this world
Now, life for living, strength before weakness
Journey through these seasons is the season before destination
But what's the reason?
Please appease the weakling asking
Feel the pain still when it hit with the answer
So decisions is to run from the answer
Turn this up loud this an anthem for a bad one
And the fact of his sacrificial loving gives a cat pause
So you want to claw your heart out
March out, let it all out,
Go the far route til the cars done
Then jump out, run til you flop out,
Never cop out
But
What do I know?
I done rose up with the whole of what's shown now
Wanna be bolder, no hold up
Pulling all out from the holster this choker
Pour it all out, let it spark up for the bang
I'm an outlaw from a gang who came up on the waves of
Sustained love, was stained, blooded now I'm brainless
Aimless and so goddamned dangerous
No superhero just another man living
Ima say this even when I face-plant in the pavement
'Til the amens give a halo for my aching
Ima ace this adjacent
If a saint breaks and saves face
Somethings gotta give through my weakness, yeah
Oh, I'm a man
Known by God
Am I my god?
Being man
Oh, I'm just weak
See me weep
It kills my dreams
Being me